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“There is no Spoon.”

This morning Nitram and I are stumbling round the kitchen in an early morning fog. He has the teaspoon out of my reach and looks to be done with it, so I say:

“Spoon.”

He’s laughing. “Spoon! Spoooooon.”

“What. Gimme the goddam spoon.”

He’s still laughing and I tell him he’s missed his cue.

“My what?”

“You know — you’re supposed to say, ‘There is no Spoon.”

“Why am I supposed to say that?”

“Cos in Dog Soldiers, after Spoon gets eaten by the werewolf — but before he gets eaten he’s in its face saying, ‘I hope I give you the shits—’ but after that, when they get back into the kitchen and Cooper asks, “Where’s Spoon?’ the sergeant answers, ‘There is no Spoon.'”

“I have no idea what you’re talking about.”

“How could you forget that movie! It was—” and I have to explain what seems like half the plot, while still trying to make my tea and get half-awake.

“Oh, okay. Okay…”

Christ on a crutch.

So tonight we’re talking on the phone and he starts teasing me about how I said “spoon” and I tease him back about missing his cue and he says, “Huh?”

I think my head is going to explode. “This is like déjà vu all over again, in Hell. I can see my life stretching before my eyes now: Your nose and ear hair will be eight inches long, you’ll have food all over your face, and I’ll be trying to figure out a final solution for both of us.”

“What! What?”

So I go through most of this morning’s conversation. Again. The only excuse Nitram can come up with is “but I was sleepy too.”

“Yeah, and I’ll have a good excuse when the police get here. ‘Oh, officer, he choked on his spoon.'”

I’ll just have to make sure there is a spoon.

The Shower Scene

Clawfoot Tub by Kristen Taylor on Flickr

 

The brown house was in a section of Atlanta that wasn’t bad, wasn’t great. Not normally anywhere we’d planned to visit on this vacation. After this we were going back into the city for dinner at a very nice restaurant, but for now, we had an errand to fulfill. Nitram pulled into the drive around the back of the house and parked the truck. We got out and stood there. No signs of life from the house.

“Are you sure we’re just supposed to go in?” Nitram asked.

“Yeah, they said she’s not always with it, so someone has to check on her.”

We went up onto the side porch and Nitram knocked on the screen door. Nothing. I opened it to knock loudly on the wooden door, which swung open slightly. We looked at each other.

“Hello? Hello…? Anyone home?”

Just silence.

We went into the kitchen, still calling out. Everything was cluttered and dusty, like old people’s houses can sometimes get when they’re no longer able to take care of things like they used to. And it was something of a time capsule: the kitchen table and chairs were from the ’50s — the telephone too, with its cloth cord — and the appliances dated at least that far back if not older.

“Well, I don’t know… maybe she went out?”

“I think we should look around. They said she doesn’t really get out much.”

Nitram headed toward the living room and I opened a door leading to the bathroom. The clawfoot tub was nearly filled with water and the old woman was lying at the bottom in her housedress, the shower curtain and most of the old metal curtain holder pulled down into the water over her. From the condition of the body it was obvious she’d been in there for some time. Her open eyes were wide and lifeless, yet she looked very angry, as if she had struggled greatly and lost. I thought: Murder! Who takes a shower in a housedress? and began to hyperventilate. I staggered out of the bathroom and met Nitram in the kitchen and said something — I don’t know what — that conveyed to him what was wrong. His eyes were huge as he glanced into the bathroom.

I used the old phone to call 911. Instead of an operator, I heard a recorded announcement: “Thank you for calling 911. Please be patient and remain on the line. Your current wait time is approximately ten minutes.” I held the phone away from my face and looked at the receiver as if it was a thing I’d never seen before. I could feel that my eyes were as huge as Nitram’s, and I was still breathing oddly as I said to him, “They want us to wait… it’s a recording…” and then we heard the sounds from the bathroom.

It was a slight splashing of water, an almost quiet scraping of metal against porcelain. We turned to look back into the bathroom and a burp of fetid air escaped the small room as the shower curtain bulged upwards and the old woman’s hand reached up to clutch at the side of the tub. The effort made two fingernails slide off of her waterlogged skin.

I yelled, “Let’s get the fuck out of here,” and we were running. I don’t even recall getting through the door, just seeing the truck and sprinting for it. We leaped in and Nitram locked the doors and backed out of the drive so fast that gravel sprayed the side of the house. We hit the street way past the legal speed limit and kept going.

The cell phone was in my hand and I was dialing 911 again, or trying to: still too terrified to breathe right, I was shaking and realized I was dialing our area code instead of the emergency number. I finally got it right and this time, there was no recording, only silence. With the phone still by my ear I said to Nitram, “There’s nothing this time. What is up with this town?” and a woman’s voice came on the line: “Now, you listen, honey — ain’t nothin’ wrong with this town. You don’t go tellin’ anybody different. Don’t need no high school girl tellin’ tales.” She had a sweet Georgia accent but sounded disturbingly scary underneath it.

I tried to reply to her but could only gasp a few times at first. My words came out in breathy bursts as I struggled for enough air to speak. “I… am… not in high school. I… am… a grown woman… and I… need… to report… a murder.”

The operator’s voice came back sounding even more annoyed and scary. “Well, honey, don’t blame me if you sound like a child on the phone. No, there’s nothin’ to be done, hear? You and your man just keep on drivin’….” I realized her voice was that of the old woman in the tub and I dropped the phone and turned toward Nitram. He bent over me and shook me gently. “Time to wake up, Honey. C’mon, wake up.”

“Aag! Bad dream!”

“You had a bad dream?”

“Bad dream!” I reached for him and he hugged me. “Need tea!”

“I’ll go make you some tea.” He got up.

“Don’t leave! Want tea!” He hugged me again and went to make the tea. I got up and went into the bathroom, still mostly asleep. Halfway through peeing I realized I was only this far from the tub and I nearly jumped off the toilet: “Shower!” I just about ran out of the bathroom.

This is part of why I hate taking naps, and only do so when I’m so tired I’m loopy with it. I almost always have bizarre dreams. I went downstairs and told Nitram the dream while we waited for the tea water to boil, but first I hugged him and said, “You shouldn’t have left me alone!”

“But you wanted tea pretty badly.”

“You left me in there.”

“Well, I’m here now,” and we stood there hugging and I finally felt safe.

Whaddaya mean, “You people?”

Tropic Thunder 3, by Deadly x Design on Flickr

We’re home now, just got back from NJsux, 11 PM out on the porch. Gorgeous full moon.

Nitram: The sky is so bright! Looka those clouds.

Me: Yeah. The moon looks so cool! It looked really cool in New Jersey, though, when it first came up.

Nitram: Yeah.

Me: It was HA-YOOJ.

Nitram: Yeah.

Me: It looked like cheese.

Nitram (laughing): …Cheese. You’re like cheese.

Me: I’m like Vietnam. (When it’s a hot and humid New England summer night, he always says, “It’s like Vietnam out here!”)

Nitram: *laughing*

Me: People say weird shit.

Nitram: What people, yooooou people?

Me (channeling RDJ in Tropic Thunder): Whaddaya mean, “You people?”

Nitram: *laughing*

Me: That was pretty good, huh?

Nitram: Yes, yes it was. You, you — you people, you.

Me (channeling Brandon T. Jackson): What do you mean, “You people?!”

Nitram: I gotta go in!

Me: Can’t take it?

Nitram: No, it’s chilly out here, I need more clothes.

Me: Whaddaya mean, “More clothes?”

Nitram (hiding behind kitchen door): You crack yourself up, don’t you?

Me: I kill me!

Man, it’s good to be home.